These past few days, I have really been struggling with my ED. I took a chance on fasting for 72 hrs but was only able to make it a small 58 hrs. I had woken up this morning to use the bathroom and fainted. Had to break my damn fast and ate a PB and J sandwich with pita chips along side a kcup peppermint cocoa with almond milk. I'm off work tomorrow and plan to lax all day to clean me the fuck out. When I started my fast on May 6th, 2018, I weighed in at 143.8. After ending it today (prior to eating) I weighed in at 138.8. I hope that I'll be able to lose what I just consumed by the end of the day just by the amount of movement I'll be doing. Update: I just weighed myself after I ate and moved around a little and I'm back up to 140.6 lbs. Fuck my life..
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My dearest bestfriends of today, Good morning, afternoon, night or when ever you're reading this. My name shall remain anonymous for the time being. For as long as I can remember, I've delt with severe depression, anxiety and an eating disorder which has lost me almost all of my friends . I recently moved to Vancouver Washington to transfer my job. I honestly think this was the best thing we could have done. I feel free and alive (minus the blooming flowers outside my apartment that I'm allergic to). At my new job, I kinda clicked with one of the associates like, day one? They made me feel so at home and reminds me so much of my best friend.❤ They're always telling me about new fun thing that are happening or great spots to eat or just the history of the place! I hope to meet more people like them in my stay here. We, my partner and I, live with two tabby cats, 3 y/o Male and 5 y/o Female. My 2 fur babies are my companion animals and they are damn good at their j...