These past few days, I have really been struggling with my ED. I took a chance on fasting for 72 hrs but was only able to make it a small 58 hrs. I had woken up this morning to use the bathroom and fainted. Had to break my damn fast and ate a PB and J sandwich with pita chips along side a kcup peppermint cocoa with almond milk. I'm off work tomorrow and plan to lax all day to clean me the fuck out. When I started my fast on May 6th, 2018, I weighed in at 143.8. After ending it today (prior to eating) I weighed in at 138.8. I hope that I'll be able to lose what I just consumed by the end of the day just by the amount of movement I'll be doing.

Update:
    I just weighed myself after I ate and moved around a little and I'm back up to 140.6 lbs. Fuck my life..
Location: Vancouver, WA, USA

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